So it’s not like people even read my blog… but just in case someone ever does (when they are really really bored) I’ve decided to go on a “hiatus”. Because I’m in a VERY negative place right now, and I’m tired of bitching about it so I know people would get tired of reading about it. I don’t know if it will be for a month or even as little as a week. Maybe when we’re done moving and I’ve gotten a chance to cuss out Nicolette (hehe). I’ll still post Taiden Tuesdays and monthly letters to him, but probably not much else. So to the (pause to look at my stats) eight (at the most) people who bother to look at this, I shall be back… It’s like a vacation.. where I sulk alone. Meaning not with you.
Orange Fucking Doors June 25, 2008
So despite all my bitching, the house is turning out nice. Except.. I left and came back the other day (I was only gone 10 minutes!), and the front door was orange. Fucking orange! The same color as my accent living room wall. But I just don’t remember asking for an orange door. Even Dev hates it. He says we’ll just have to get a new front door haha. Also the “cut-off” line for the living room and hallway paint was changed… Because Van thought it looked funny. Yeah but you’re not going to live here are you. I just might change it back even. Cause I hate it.
Anywho… My little sis is in town visiting, and watching Taiden. No more daycare (for now) can I get a whoot whoot?!? The first night I told her that I let him cry it out (even though he hardly ever wakes up), and that she can go check on him, but not to pick him up or even give him the binki. So yesterday morning I woke up late. And Taiden was SCREAMING. I was so tired that I slept through the alarm and him SCREAMING. Simone thought I would get mad if she got him or woke me up because of what I had told her. I failed to mention if he’s screaming for an hour.. pick his ass up or wake me up! So he woke up at 5:30 this morning (ugh) and she was quick to come knocking on my door. All she said was “Your son.” Then she went and laid back on the couch and pulled the blanket over her head. Sweetie that is not going to drown out the noise.
I don’t know what was wrong with him, but I did tell Moni not to be surprised if I was carted off to jail for throwing Taiden out of the window, or flushing him down the toilet. At this moment I am gazing at the screen trying to read what I’m typing because I can’t keep my eyes open.
Jess brought Jayda and Ja-liyah over yesterday. Ja-liyah is seriously and OBESE baby. It’s sad that Jessica cares more about shutting her child up than keeping her healthy and not over-feeding her. Jayda is 22 pounds (small for 2?), and Ja-liyah is 19+. OMG. 3 pounds away from her sister who is 3 days away from being exactly 2 years older. Sad. She is 3 weeks younger than Taiden and weighs around 5 pounds more. And she weighed less at birth! I don’t think Taiden is even 15 pounds yet. They say a baby should double their birth weight by 6 months. She did that at 2 months, she’ll have tripled that. Sad on her mother’s part.
Oh well I still love them both. As dumb as Jessica can be.
Taiden Tueday- Week 2; 21 Weeks June 24, 2008
Last day of daycare.
Yum, give it to me now or I’ll punch you.
See I can do it myself.
Yummy finger toes.
Look Mom, a car.
This is what I find when I check on him. He loves to sleep on his tummy.
Taiden Tuesday: soon June 24, 2008
I tried to post pics at work but my computer sucks and I can’t get them in the right order… I’ll do it later! GRR!!!
My… June 20, 2008
BEAUTIFUL SON.
Have I mentioned how beautiful my son is? I mean there are pictures so I shouldn’t have to, but..
I have the most beautiful baby. He’s perfect.
He is so funny, when I feed him he will grab my hand and SHOVE the spoon in his mouth. I’m just not fast enough for him. He turns in full circles and moves him self around the room. I don’t think he’s trying to move around the room, but if I step out to like start some laundry or something… I come back and he’s off the blanket and across the room. But this isn’t about that..
It’s about how beautiful he is. His hair, love it. It’s so soft I just love to bury my face in it.
His smile. 
Enough said.
I love him.
If you check out my blogroll you’ll see more beautiful babies.
A Start June 19, 2008
Also Devan finally got up and brushed his knees off.. He told his dad to stop saying SOME things to me, but he said he will also talk to him about the rest. It’s not going to fix EVERY problem in our relationship, but it’s a start because that played a big part. But I once again told him how I feel and how I will and will not live the rest of my life. He said after he get’s our house done he’ll stop working so much and blah blah.. I kind of believe him this time.
Ass-Wipes June 18, 2008
I don’t even know where to start.. From the beginning from the main point?
Beginning would probably be best.
Actually this is way before the beginning.. uh.. yeah I know what I’m talking about. so whatev…
So I didn’t have the best life growing up and moved A LOT. I went to over 15 schools. I really don’t need to get into my childhood right now, that would take like 20 posts haha. But the fact that I moved A LOT is what really pertains to this post.
Yesterday I get a call @ work from Devan.
D-What are you doing after work.
S-Y
D-Just what are you doing
S- I have somethings to do… Y
D- Well I need you to make sure the house is straight cause those people are coming to look at it. Not that it’s messy, but yeah.
S-um hmm. Well I don’t really have anything to do. But I would’ve liked for you to have called and asked me before you set up an appt. for someone to come look at MY house.
D- My dad did it(figures!)
S-hmm
D- Well I can call them and cancel then call and ask you tomorrow.
S- Yeah cause that makes a lot of sense.. Whatever
So they come over… We’re all in the backyard looking around, and Devan goes inside to change Taiden.
Van Blair Stupid Fucking Ass Wipe Turner- So I guess it’s settled then, get ready to move Summer. Again. Cause you’re so used to moving. And you move so much. That’s all you ever did growing up was move.
Exit Summer.
Not even 5 minutes later they’re in the kitchen and I’m in Taiden’s room. And Devan walks away again.
VBSFAWT- (interrupting something one of our renters were saying.) Yep moving Summer. Since all you ever do is move.
S- Evil glare (planning a murder and contemplating what to write in my letter to my son explaining why I’m in prison for killing his {total ass-wipe} grandfather.)
VBSFAST- I didn’t like that look. Haha I’m such a stupid fucking ass wipe. (well he didn’t say all that)
S- Slams door.
I can not stand Devan’s father. He always says things to try and degrade me. I don’t go around telling him what I think of his religion so he has no right to make smart ass comments about mine. Which he has done multiple times. He always does it when Devan is not around, and when someone I’m not trying to make hate me is. Once he introduced me to a fellow City Council Member, “CCM this is Summer, she would pick Reverend D over Jesus.” This was right after he bombarded me with ridiculous questions (in front of someone else) about what I would choose over Jesus. Going something like this (all him speaking). “So Summer Jesus or Reverend D? Revered D. Jesus or Revered D’s Church. Reverend D’s Church. Jesus or.” And so on. I wanted to slap him in his face, but the other person walked away and CCM walked up.
I hate this man. I don’t even see how is on the City Council. I’ll tell you one thing, I know him personally and I sure as hell didn’t vote for him.
I planned on also talking about how Devan’s favorite hobby must be to get on his knees and.. (well never mind.. but he is pretty much his dad’s little bitch), but this post is already taking to much time from my work so I’ll do that when I get home. If I even bother to go tonight.. Yes this is how mad I am at Devan. Don’t you wonder what this next post will contain?
Taiden Tuesday Week 1;20 Weeks June 17, 2008
Week 1 ; 20 Weeks
Good Morning
Huh Momma?
Oh you love me!
What you doin’ Mister Bear?
It’s too hot to sleep with clothes on. .
