So to get it out there…
I am very ashamed and unsatisfied with my body… I now weigh about 3 pounds more than I did before I found out I was pregnant with Taiden, which is 15 pounds more than I wanted to weigh at the time.. Although back then the number on the scale shocked me I was pretty happy with my body… I had a nice flat stomach and never passed up the chance to show it… (I wore a BELLY shirt when I was 3 months pregnant with Taiden I was kinda sucking in but still a BELLY shirt) Now… I look in the mirror and I’m disgusted… I’ve never had to work to be thin, I didn’t even have to think about it.. I was one of those girls that I now hate… I could eat anything I wanted and not gain a pound.
Anywho… I want to and feel that I need to lose weight… I’m setting my goal at 10 pounds for now… I’ve said I would work out and lose weight several times before on this blog and all though I didn’t keep up the working out part I did lose the weight I wanted to… but now I want to lose more… I’ve went to the gym 3 times so far this week and I plan on going again tomorrow…
I am going to weigh in every Saturday so if you give a shit about what I weigh feel free to come back and check it out.
